Let me make a long story short. I had an anonymous blog where I discussed personal issues relating to emotional abuse and narcissism. This was extremely therapeutic for me and helpful for other readers. Family members "found" it, silently tracked it for many months until unleashing their anger about my honesty. I am now estranged from most of them.
Moral of the story: I will not be silenced or shamed by anyone for my experiences or mode of expression. I am a writer and expressor; I will be heard, if only by GOD. If readers don't like what I have to say, then for goodness sake, stop reading! No one forces us to read anything. We are all entitled to our feelings and forms of expression.
My history in a nutshell: survivor of covert incest and emotional abuse by a narcissistic father. Depression and suicidal feelings since I was old enough to remember. Struggles with an eating disorder, codependency, and sex and love addiction. Found comfort and support in an amazing Adult Children of Alcoholics and other dysfunctional families 12-step group over four years ago, and began both my recovery and journey to rock bottom and back again.
So, welcome to those who share these types of trials and those who want to listen and be heard. Welcome compassionate readers. My greatest hope is that by identifying with each others journeys, we can find support and comfort.
